Mission papers

My poor sweet baby had his wisdom teeth out today. 
All impacted but Dr. said they need to come out before Jared goes on his mission. 
He will be turning in his papers this month.  
I'm excited and scared.  
It is hard enough surviving without Shaney, but I get to talk to her a couple of times a week. 
Can I survive being without my son,  my best friend,  my strong and mighty for two years? 
This will be way harder for me than sending my first born away for a semester at a time. 

Breathe mama,  it is going to be okay!